I’m going to miss your good morning messages and good night calls.
Holding your hand and joking around.
I’m going to really miss your company. You were my best friend.
“I have to eat dinner now, I’ll cya soon.”
I’m going to miss finding you at my front door.
Having you nibble at my ear.
I’m going to miss every way you’d to look at me
and the stupid little things like how you take your earphones out, when you dance to your ringtone before you answer,
the way you sometimes hold your chin when you smile, and when you tickle me although getting tickled is unbearable.
I’m going to miss feeling wanted.. needed by you.
Seeing you and looking into your eyes. They are so precious in the sun.
I’m going to miss you holding me and hearing your voice so close to my ear.
Your hands.
I’m going to miss you rolling me over, just so you can be on the good side of the bed, or whatever we would lay down on.
The touch of your hair.
I’m going to miss seeing how cute you look when you smile, especially at me.
Hearing your laugh and our inside jokes.
I’m going to miss being myself with you.
Your kisses. On my Lips, Back, Neck, Shoulder, Cheek, Forehead, Nose.. everywhere.
I’m going to miss whistling to you over the phone. and having you act like it was the best thing ever.
“So..I like your shoes”
I’m going to miss being called princess, cutie, beautiful and thug, even ‘babe’ when i know it gets on my nerves sometimes.
I’m going to miss those unrealistic plans we made, it made me feel secure.
Hearing you saying my name in all kinds of ways.
I’m going to miss your hugs and laying with you.
Getting up to no good.
I’m going to miss your compliments.
Hearing about your day and your rants.
I’m going to miss calling you cheeky/punk/sneaky all that. and how you’d call me that too.
Your attention.
I’m going to miss seeing those silly faces you sometimes make.
Holding you.
I’m going to miss having fun with you.
“Would you like a drink?”
I’m going to miss the way you’d give me goosebumps.
How you always fixed my hair. and trying to teach you how to tie.
I’m going to miss feeling your warm soft skin.
How you used to insist on helping taking off/putting my shoes.
I’m going to miss spending most of my time with you.
“Are you sure?” “I’m sure” “How sure?” “Very sure” “Positive?” “Very” “HIV positive?” “..no.”
I’m going to miss our good phone calls, and how you’d make me smile so easily.
“Fanta stick”
I’m going to miss how you used to cook for me.
Watching movies together.
I’m going to miss you asking to kiss things better.
Nearly falling asleep next to you, opening my eyes and having you staring at me.
I’m going to miss being so close to you.
Hearing your heart and your breathing pattern.
I’m going to miss seeing those freckles near your chest and neck, shaped in a triangle like the ones on my neck.
“I’m not sleeping, just resting.”
I’m going to miss calling you handsome, beautiful.
“Olive you.”
this isnt everything, but it will be everything i’ll miss
i’m sorry.
(Source: rikeejeebus)
